Sooooooo I am trying to figure out what kind of of job would be suitable for me. A job that fits my personality, background, and spirit. I have ideas of what that could be ( its creative related) however at this moment I’m not well practiced in those areas. Or I could just collaborate with others that are stronger in the areas in which I am weak.
I’ve applied to jobs in the field ( biology) but I’m not really interested in working as a lab tech.
I really wanted to do music production. .. for some reason I am not able to get a plan routine to learn skills needed to produce music. Or perhaps I am narrow minded in that it has to be done “this was” ( I want to learn music theory first, learn some instruments or at least one instrument for now) but at the same time I feel pressure to get income as soon as possible. It’d be great to get paid for producing original songs, but my experience ( music production wise) is fairly limited. Perhaps I need to be realistic of what I could do now..
Yes, I could work with a producer but I am heavily influenced or inspired to be like Adam Young who produces most of his songs. Perhaps though if I did deeper its an ego thing. To want to be able to know that a piece of art or incredible awe inspiring moving song came from me.. OR of course I could just for now get a producer and then later on could work on producing myself. Of course getting a producer to work on some music for you costs money. But obviously a well produced ep or album would be worth it..
To be honest I want to learn to do a lot of things by myself eg. videos, art pieces using adobe software and of course music production, perhaps with my vocals. Maybe I guess because I have different things I’d like to do that it feels difficult to know where to start. Also other things that or on my mind and situations I’m in.
I think there maybe also be psychological blocks and or as they say “self-limiting beliefs” to why I haven’t been able to progress in my learning the things I want to. People can learn to produce music on their own, or to use photoshop on their own.With books, the internets and even other people one could learn without having even go to school. But for some reason..
I should pray for clarity concerning what to do now.